Tuesday, June 17, 2008
can i complain to you...duh...afterall the other owner of this blog..does not know about this blog...
today when i saw the deoderant, it reminds me of element. I remembered once, he spray it on me, as they were smoking and he was afraid that i had the smell of it. that was indeed caring. on upon thoughts of that, it make me stone.
you know wat? i hate this outside characte thing, i want to cry and yet i cant, cos i am a grown up, wat the heck is tat...and also cos i duno have a shoulder to lean against to cry...
receive news from mei hoon today, telling me that i cannot participate in poly 50. is that suppose to be a happy thing. i duno, honestly i feel pain. i feel so outcasted...but if it is true that i cannot be in there, den i wont want to stick myself in there...why are there ppl making decision for me..and not me making it for myself..cursed it..
you know how much i hate life now? i hate it! it make me feel so utterly useless..now my legs of no use...useless legs...
benny? do i have to hate u too? i duno...i am really confused...
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sHaRiLyN LiM winks
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