Sunday, June 1, 2008

today is sunday already, and i have already had 3 posts to you. Will you see this once this blog reaches it 100 posts? Got something to tell u...yesterday i was tell zhi hao off, remember your junior? I told him to grow up. I explain a lot of big theories to him. On why kah yan has hurt him indirectly by running away instead of telling him the truth, just like how he lies to the girl who loves him alot though. I told him off left right centre about him saying his parents dont love him just like the way joyce told me. I do hope it has knock some sense into him, and he has woken up. To learn to grow up just like me.

but If i were to grow up, I promise I wont hate you, but to love you even deeper. Now i am forcing my feelings down like any adults does. Tell me is it the right thing? I duno, but at least for now I think this is the right thing to do. To let you go.

Past few days i have been really chidish, but also quite a girl's thinking, on how IF we were to be together, how will you propose. How would you hold my hand, how would you surprise me. How would you care for me. I know it is pretty childish though. But those are the few things that keep me being happy. But also to be more unwilling to let you go out of my life. Will you say that you will stay by my side? You never will say that. Never will....

ask you about your, blog, cos it was kind of blank. Until you told me where the navigations are. I know I am kind of silly and stupid. But i was glad to see my name at one of your post, and of course your link site. =D

i now I am likeing you on my part only. you will never like me the way i did towards to you.

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sHaRiLyN LiM winks
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