Wednesday, August 6, 2008
today marks poly 50..i saw you ran...
b4 that, we met a few times, but never get to say hi...
even until i left, we still did not say hi...
bad enough?
guess, i caught your attention quite a number of times, by 1st going to clubhouse...
walking pass you when you are abt to take a picture...
next was, when i went to the washroom...
the, i caught more of ur attention...
victor, push me in the trolley...
u saw, i saw you too,
our expressions?
i felt pain,
u look down,
alcina saw everything...
i did not act sad,
i had my mask on...
jsut like it was...
i wanted you to see the happy me, the way i was...
as you have knew me...
i did not want you to know i was in pain...
i became high,
i started acting someone that wasnt me at all...
the race started,
i cheered loudly for my team,
yet silently in my heart,
i was cheering for you...
i await for you to run pass...
i wanted to cheer outloud..
but controlled myself...
then i tortured myself, by aiding everyone...only to see you once again,
we were running the final lap...
i ran too with my junior...
that was kind of an excuse...
the true reason..
not to catch your attention...
but to tell myself,
once i get to the finishing line,
it marks tht i am finish with you...
did it?
was the question i am asking now...
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sHaRiLyN LiM winks
at |7:14 PM|
